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Hakuna Matata

  • People will ask me "what's wrong?" Or "why are you being a bitch?" And I just say " I am tired." Everyone is content with that answer, but I am not tried because of the lack of sleep I get. I am tired from trying. From having to live through the stress of everyday. From wondering and this and that. I am tired of the world, I am still just a "kid," how is it fair that I already want to disappear. Imagine living life happy with nothing in the back of your mind, no worries. That is what I want.

  • send me a:

    "✎" and i'll handwrite your url

  • send me a:

    "✉" and i'll handwrite a little message for you

  • send me a:

    "✈" and i'll handwrite the one place I most want to go

  • send me a:

    "★" and i'll handwrite my favorite color

  • send me a:

    "♥" and i'll draw you a picture

  • send me a:

    "☀" and i'll handwrite my favorite season

  • send me a:

    "✦" and i'll handwrite my favorite animal

  • send me a:

    "☮" and i'll handwrite my tumblr crushes

  • send me a:

    "♪" and i'll handwrite my favorite genre of music

  • send me a:

    "♫" and i'll handwrite my favorite singer or group

  • send me a:

    "✂" and i'll handwrite something I find attractive

  • send me a:

    "✔" and i'll handwrite my favorite movie

  • send me a:

    "✮" and i'll handwrite my favorite food

  • send me a:

    "☾" and i'll draw something of your choice

  • send me a:

    "☁" and i'll write something of your choice

You say you are okay, but I know you aren’t. You can try to push me away, I won’t let you. I do my best to open and let you into my life. You might not like it, but I am going to send you text after text, call after call, anything to make you happy again, because I can’t stand seeing you hurt. It breaks my heart, I just want to see you smile. I don’t care if I am annoying you, or if I am stereotyped as “needed”. It is worth it, because I love you. I will always put you before myself, because I care to much. It is worth it. If loving you that means that I have to let you go or if it means that i will have to stand by your side forever, I will do that.

I feel as if every time I try and say how I feel, I am just pushed back into the fear of losing you and everything we have worked for. I love you so much. You left me once and I am terrified I am going to mess things up and lose you again. My insecurities are going to be the down fall of my life.

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